Outlaw

Okay--I know it's Friday. I'm breaking the law. But in my mind it's still Thursday. And there's something I need to get off my chest that particularly pertains to my Thursday. So without detail or context, here goes.

I don't think I've ever been more confused in my entire life. Have you ever felt like you were being torn in half by your own emotions? Well, that's how I feel. I feel happy and worried, excited and upset, exhausted and alert.

Uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhgggggggggggggggggggggggg--I thought all of this was supposed to end eventually. And just when I had felt so wonderfully peaceful about everything. Here I go again with all the confusion and hesitancy.

There I said it.

I feel like a Thursday Chronicles outlaw--I'm a cowgirl . . . on a steel horse I ride.

I'm wanted, dead or alive.